[i need a little more time]

The Bible says over 365 times “do not fear” or some variation thereof. That’s enough for every day of the year.

I’m sick.

I want answers to questions. Not big questions, just little ones, like “how are you doing” and “what did you do today” sort of things. Questions people usually ask out of social obligation or politeness but I generally only ask if I really want to know. These things are important to me. Little things. Things I miss asking. I miss a lot of things this time of year.

I’ve aged. I look like an adult. It’s sort of scary, but I think I’m getting used to it.

By: dismarum | 2006/11/10 | november - random | Trackback | Comments [RSS 2.0]

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Spiffy

Comment by Spiffy | 2006/11/10 at 23:00:09

I’m ok. I’ve been better, but I’ve been worse. Things are at least looking well lit, not dark.

I worked, then picked up my friend from the train station. He’s helping me move into my new place tomorrow and we’re going to check out an art show on Sunday that we went to every year of high school.
dismarum

Comment by dismarum | 2006/11/11 at 10:49:17

I’m glad to hear it. Really.

Old friends are fantastic, as sporadic as I may see them. I’m happy you have a home.
k

Comment by k | 2006/11/13 at 08:30:25

doing ok.
worked eight hours @ school, then another five on WOW. i make more $ selling toons than teaching fourth grade. sad commentary on the world today, indeed.

funny (not ha ha funny but raised eyebrow slightly sad ironic little smirk funny) how things change so dramatically yet always stay the same. the past is never there when you try to go back. truth is it never was the same as its remembered.

spring will be along soon enough. smile.
dismarum

Comment by dismarum | 2006/11/13 at 11:26:34

I’m thinking the entire teaching little ones thing is probably more satisfying. And if that stays true, then the world isn’t entirely lost. I’m glad you’re doing okay. I am. I really wanted to know.

I was never an apt time-traveler. I get vertigo too easily. But the things that seem to stay the same and the stuff I know I remember, like g’morning and g’night and the simple color green…everyday things - I’m okay with that.

The ocean is there every morning for you. I hope it makes you smile at least once throughout your day. I think that sometimes. I am smiling.

And thank you. Really.