Comments on: [hey man, whatever] http://www.teamdaria.com/2006/12/10/hey-man-whatever/ Geeky, but not [i]that[/i] geeky. Tue, 02 Dec 2008 20:26:24 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.5 By: ben http://www.teamdaria.com/2006/12/10/hey-man-whatever/#comment-207 ben Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:36:28 +0000 http://www.teamdaria.com/2006/12/10/hey-man-whatever/#comment-207 About August of last year, I noticed similar patterns in my life and tried to 'fix' them. A longer story that I won't go into here; involved quiting my stable job, moving to a different city and resuming school. I am now back at said job (thankfully?) and the pattern is still there. I'm stuck. I don't know where to go. Since forcing a change upon myself did not work out the way I wanted it to, I guess I am waiting for something outside of my control to change (hopefully for the better). Not to say that I have given up on little self-improvement changes, as those I am constantly busying myself with. If not for the fact that Bible verses have long since ceased to inspire me, I would quote a few here. Their uplifting effects have become lost on me somewhere during the twenty-two plus years of Church goings. Maybe what we are given, replaces our desire for what we wanted, and at the end, imagining it any other way seems impossible (or too painful to consider). I'm going to bed now. About August of last year, I noticed similar patterns in my life and tried to ‘fix’ them. A longer story that I won’t go into here; involved quiting my stable job, moving to a different city and resuming school. I am now back at said job (thankfully?) and the pattern is still there. I’m stuck. I don’t know where to go. Since forcing a change upon myself did not work out the way I wanted it to, I guess I am waiting for something outside of my control to change (hopefully for the better). Not to say that I have given up on little self-improvement changes, as those I am constantly busying myself with.

If not for the fact that Bible verses have long since ceased to inspire me, I would quote a few here. Their uplifting effects have become lost on me somewhere during the twenty-two plus years of Church goings.

Maybe what we are given, replaces our desire for what we wanted, and at the end, imagining it any other way seems impossible (or too painful to consider).

I’m going to bed now.

]]> By: Spiffy http://www.teamdaria.com/2006/12/10/hey-man-whatever/#comment-206 Spiffy Mon, 11 Dec 2006 06:24:41 +0000 http://www.teamdaria.com/2006/12/10/hey-man-whatever/#comment-206 Now that I have my apartment you guys should come to Chicago. Now that I have my apartment you guys should come to Chicago.

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