There are times when I think I am genuinely insane. I mean it. I am overwhelmingly tempted to drive myself to the hospital and check myself in.

I’m slightly embarassed by this. I think if I’m lucid enough to realize that checking myself into a ward for a week or two may be a good idea, I think that I’d be able to rationalize the things that are causing me to currently border on panic. Because in all honesty, they are absolutely idiotic.

I can’t though. I need to go about distracting myself from my thoughts.

Say a prayer or two for me, if you wouldn’t mind, please.