I dyed my hair. I’m proud of it and am back to the red-streaked status quo.

I also dislike the flash on my camera.

Anyhow. I’ve been up for about 24 hours. I’m considering visiting a doctor for the insomnia issue. I’ve said this many times throughout my life, but I think this time it just may be true. I have insurance now. I guess it’s one of the perks of being an adult.

So I’ve avoided discussing anything serious for a couple of days, which I attribute to the fact that I am very tired, along with I can only be serious and maintain relative sanity for so long. However, I will say one thing: as of this current, living breathing moment - God and I are good. I’ve stopped not speaking to Him and in this one second - this one exact second - He is all and everything I’ve ever needed and will ever need. He exists outside of me. He is not a reflection of my inner self. He is everything beyond my control, and as terrifying as that is, I’m alright with that. Tomorrow may bring the another torrent of doubt that has been pretty much assaulting my reeling head, but right now, I think I can go to sleep.

Whew.

Also, whathell man - there’s no way this could be considered edible.