[hellfire and damnation]
Alright, I was supposed to have posted music last Monday which rolled over to this Monday which I did not do due to various things. Did you get that? I hope so, because I don’t want to repeat it.
Music (not so) Monday Picks:
kerbey - Pedro The Lion, Space Team Electra
dismarum - Rainer Maria, Helium (aka Mary Timony)
Someone described my tone of voice today as “not all out nuclear holocaust; it’s just gunfire in the streets. You’re doing better than usual.” I’ll take that as a positive. I can’t ever tell when it crosses the Boundary of Acceptable; I’ll attribute this to some of my social awkwardness. I’m working on being more cordial in general.
This might be my new interest, thanks to Flapjacks.
Everyone do a clean refresh and look at the marvelous new header provided by kerbey. She’s the vector goddess.
On a more serious note (as things usually seem to go this way with me) - I severely dislike the idea that several people that I am acutely responsible for will come into my life for a given amount of time (all relatively long intervals, with some being extended over the frame of years) and at the end of their juncture with me, I give them a farewell (if I even get to) and that is all. I’ve lost contact. I have been given the responsibility to take care of them and then, when they’ve just started to trust, just started to function on some level of productiveness, it is time to go. Time to move on somewhere new, better, freer. And so they do, and you’re left hoping and praying that they grow up well, because your time to see them mature and learn is over and done with a high level of finality. Some you think about from time to time, whenever their favorite song comes on the radio, and some you think about daily because you can’t help it. And if you’re me, you send your most sincere prayers to God that you will never see any of them again, because if you do, it’ll probably be in a rehab center and you’re back to the start, 15 years later.
On that note, I think it’s time to play Battlefield 2142.
Yep.