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I’m getting really tired of spam messages sneaking through the filter we have lovingly set up here at TD.
I walked at least a mile tonight with good company around random neighborhoods for a couple of hours. I haven’t done anything like that in a while. See my post below for more of that rant. The end result is me pleasantly mellow and feeling like I’ve done something worthwhile for the unaccounted hours that I normally spend sleepless. I just got home.
I think that my personality sometimes allows for an odd sort of naiveity in my social interactions. I’ve never really thought of myself in the terms of “naive” before - on the contrary, I have been accused and have come to terms with the idea that I’m too damn cynical for my own good on occasion. It’s just really weird the things you have to tell people sometimes - things you take for granted because you expect their interactions to operate on at least a modicum of honesty and respectability. This is all simply based on the premise that yours do. Maybe I expect too much. I really need to work on my character evaluating skills or realize that I’m in the minority with this “honesty is the best policy/treat people the way you’d want to be treated” idea, save for the Team. And really, the first option seems more likely than the latter. I think I just miscalculated in the sense of this one particular event. See? Here’s that odd naive thing kicking in again.
Eh’. Live and learn. I’m good.