I can’t sleep.

I’ve always hated change. As a young child, I remember getting upset if my mom rearranged my room. As an adult, I like less the distance I put between what I love and is important to me versus what is mandatory of me. I feel like I’m losing contact with everything that is me at times, yet all I have as a constant is myself - this makes for a weird and slightly uncomfortable paradox. What more, as I become older, I become less adaptable to change. I’m not very old. As a consequence of this, I suppose I can look forward to many more years of change and me becoming increasingly bitter about it.

I should probably go to sleep, before this becomes a cesspool of negativity. I really hate growing up. On the upside (and in age/maturity rebellion), I got my alt mage on WoW to level 53 tonight. Hey if anyone knows of a better build than the massive fire spec I have, let me know (I don’t PvP on mage). Also, if you’ve rolled on my server, get me into a decent BRD group. Blah.