Can’t sleep. Can’t sleep. Can’t sleep.

For some reason that comes in triplicates. I’m hoping I can reboot my brain with a nice refreshing post.

So it’s been over a year and I’ve finally broken through the invisible wall that runs down the center of my bed. It used to be that straying a leg was a small rebellion. Just recently, I’ve been able to experience the sweet victory of embracing an entire Queen sized bed all to myself. I feel triumphant.

In the past, I’ve restrained from posting on challenges and struggles I’ve been facing because of the risk of making those on or associated with this board uncomfortable. I end up just spouting off everyday shallow crap about living in a new city. I’m trying to get over that. I’m realizing how lonely I am, how much I desire to be part of a community, and what a what wonderful one has formed here that I procrastinate truly joining or I allow my neurotic instincts to to prevent me from opening up to. Again, trying to get over myself.

Jane and I were once given a lesson on tapering our applause rather than abruptly ending it. I feel like I’m abruptly ending my clapping here by not saying anything else, but oh well. Hoping it was enough that sleep will come now.