Archive for the 'insomnia induced rambles' Category


[i am so cranky]

Someone decided it would be conducive for me to work from 11:30 pm to 8:30 am the following day and then go back to work at 3:30 pm of that same day and work until 12:30 am the next day. Twice. I’m doing this twice in one week.
Two of the adolescent girls got [...]

[holy crap, it’s october]

I have Music o’ the Week (yeah, that still exists), but I can’t currently upload it. I’ll do it later on today.
Modern vampire movies are always really lame. You would think that it would be possible to make a vampire flick that came across as decent and didn’t have a heavy metal soundtrack, [...]

[this is a post about funerals, ghosts, mental institutions, depression, old friends, gambling, and other things]

I think I’m getting hot flashes at 24. Several people recently told me that I look significantly younger than my age and I took it as a great complement before I realized the meaning behind being flattered. I believe being excited over not looking your age or older means you’re getting old.
This post [...]

[yeah, i know]

So for the past couple of weeks or so, I lost my faith in God. Entirely.
Yep.
Part of the time was spent turning to science, whom by the way, I’ve always had a slight love affair with but never really understood to the point one can have an intimate relationship beyond flirtation. Another chunk [...]

[oggrrh]

I am 24 years old.
I think the insomnia is back.
I’m so frickin stubborn. I refuse to let things go. Sometimes I honestly don’t know if I feel a specific way or if I once did and I’m too damn obstinate to admit that I don’t feel that way anymore. It’s really pretty [...]

[…..wtf]

Oh gosh.
It’s weird how things creep up on you. It’s weird the things you can’t get over. People are strange. I’m strange.
You know, I interact with a child molester on a day-to-day basis. He raped his little sister. Twice. She wasn’t the only victim, just the most tragic, at [...]

[i even had seconds]

So earlier today I saw a girl rip open an incision from her surgery she had on her stomach, fully insert her index finger, wiggle it around several times, extract it, and then smear blood on the observation window of the locked room.
My response to this was to take a big bite of my dinner [...]

[ho ho ho hum]

A couple of nights ago I wore high-heels and went out dancing. It was, to summarize, very not me. In fact, it could be surmised that it is everything that I am not. I had fun in an odd sort of way. It left me with the feeling of being six [...]